I was a Japanese second generation Jehovah's Witness (JW). Because my parents were JWs, I had been educated to be a JW since I was infant stage. The life of JW was very strict, so I had abandoned my life and thought that I have to live as a JW. When I was 20s, I found many websites which describs about JW. Soon, I awaked, and I decided to leave JW. It taked very long time to rebuild my identity. Sometimes, websites on the Internet was very helpful to recover my mind. Based on my experience, I have made a website related JW, which URL is http://yosh.exjw.org/.
I recommend following Japanese websites related to JW. http://www.jwic.info/ http://www.stopover.org/
I am sorry to my unsuitable Englsih writing due to my poor English skill.